05.06.2024

Wanted to shave my head. So I cut it short. I hate it. I wish I didn't have boobs. I wish I had more muscles. I miss people that aren't good for me.

I'm scared of what my mom is going to say.

I want to change my life. I want to shave my head and do good for myself by the time it grows all the way back.

I fear I am putting to much on my plate. I need a job. I need soo much. What do I want?

This entry if a angst filled nightmare. I saw what some of the people I knew are doing. They seem to be doing so much better than I am.

Everything is setting me off. I want to cut off more than just my hair.

I'm going to try excercise more and get over my fear of walking out by myself. We are moving soon let's see how well I roll with the punches.