Cute Deer

06.06.2024

Feeling sad and anxious. Changed my wallpaper lock screen and home screen it may sound like nothing but I haven't changed it in a couple months and everytime I saw it I just kept thinking about stuff I was going through at the time.

I now have Valentino Rossi aka resident Moto GP Jesus and honestly a bit of a prick.

And my homescreen is Ph1lza and Technoblade what can I say except I needed some old comfort right now.

I want to write some articles but I have to wait until my friend / significant other (I could write a whole thing about that alone) leaves because I know I'm gonna go into a contemplative depressive state and I don't want anyone to see that.

Working about being like six different people on the internet and other people finding out and what is the line between the persona's?

I need to restyle my main site and my secret site but I'm feeling so bleh.

I also promised to make a site for my friend as well. I spent all day yesterday making different pages it was fun and interesting but also made me realize how much I still need to learn.

Currently trying to compile all my links to make for a bookmarks page on main. Maybe I should do one for secret one too? I should also give them names so it's easier to talk about here.

Maybe I should use a random word generator to make slugs? Lemme try. Nursery and Aquarium? Witness and Petrol? Ugh this is so dumb. I feel dumb. I am dumb. Idk see you when I see you.