13.06.2024

Since the last update I made a page about my goals and am contemplating adding a manifesto or something similar. My hair is short not shaved but I want things done by the time it grows back to the old length.

I've been working out since I made my goals page that has made me see clearly if not with a bit of tunnel vision.

My body aches but I sleep better than before. I don't know what I'm doing with exercise I just do simple things like planks, half push ups, squats ect until my body feels a bit wobbly.

My ultimate goal is to carry big dogs and fireman carry people with ease so I don't really care too much about specifics yet.

I haven't really done much but root around the internet for fandom history and specifically the history of fanfiction sites and learn about censorship surrounding them.

I finally remade my second website where I host all the stuff I feel too embarrassed putting on main.

So now all I have to do is make a new site for my main... yeah.... that's gonna take forever for v.3 to drop.

I need to draw character refs for my characters for Art Fight but also I think... I'm kind of done just making ref sheets I think I'm gonna put my all into creating the comics and games for the characters and really try to get that started up.

OC culture is fun really fun but more often than not I never do anything I want to do with a character.

I feel like the OC gets more focus instead of the story and they go hand in hand so I really need to work on that.

I'm having a lot of thoughts again but litterly can't get myself to focus for a bit and sit fown and write or draw I just want to read fanfiction, make stupid sites and sort through internet links.